“I feel worthless” I said to him. He couldn’t believe what he just heard. But it’s true. I don’t feel like myself anymore. My confidence is gone. I don’t feel pretty. I think too much about what other people think of me. And it’s all because of the past few days. I’ve been dragged to hell and back. Been hit in the face by so many words that I started believing them. “I’m worth nothing” I said to him. And he denied that. He said that I shouldn’t think such silly thoughts. That’s it’s not true.
I should start believing him. But it’s hard. It’s hard when you have to start all over. It’s hard not knowing yourself anymore.
